ok. i;m writing (typing) this 18 hours before getting my prelims higher tamil results. i'm freaking scared. i know my sentence formation is a sure fail!!!! summary-i dunno wat i'm summarizing. compre-dun remember sitting for it. mabe the answers were too short. haiz.

wat will i get tml? b3? b4? c5? c6? will i even pass?! man!!! i'm scared. pple say tts wat i always say b4 i receive my results. but for god's sake, I REALLY MEAN IT THIS TIME!!! haiz. i'm juz so nervous. have this inky feeling tt i did badly. but also another feeling tt it wun turn out so well. if i get a one, i'll be jumping around. for the next few days, if anyone asks me anything, i will agree to it. woo! i think if it is even a two, i wud be beaming! man! this is torture.

i wanna pon sch tml. so i can sleep for ten hours. den wake up. drag myslef to uptlc and view the horrandous(sp) results. and cry? nah. i muz be strong. haiz. wth! pathetic pam! PRELIMS!!! one paper itself ish giving me a headache! major one! wonder how the other 8 papers will be.

i'm feeling so pathetic. pity luann. i'll be bugging her about it the whole of tml. shall update tml. hopefully if i am in a calm state of mind.

you will never be replaced ;
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